This is Me

I am not a writer. I can't create a butterfly garden of a picture through words.  I can't write profound thoughts, most of the time,  I don't even get the profound thought until a day later.  I put my thought down and it's a mess. This is today's post. Please Forgive me. 

I am obsessed with Theater. From the carpet on the floors, to the emotional purging on stage.

I love New York and Disney. 

I love people, but feel awkward ninety-nine percent of the time. 

I love my family, but don't stand up for myself around them enough. 

I am not a typical teenager girl who flirts 24/7. I still get nervous and sweaty around boys. I do get my nails done, but not for the girl-ish feeling, it is because they make my fingers look smaller. I don't usually watch Chick flicks. I watch movies that will make me think or cry, or laugh at stupid boy movies. 

I work at a Golf Course with all boys for crying out loud. 

I am Chandler LaRaine. I was named after Chandler Bing from Friends.  My middle name was my grandfathers name. 

I am an overweight teenager girl, who wants to be known. 

This is who I am, and I am just beginning to be ok with that.